Saturday, 30 August 2008

trying to be someone.....

dei~

8.15 am- today i woke up feeling really depressed..... it is raining outside and i have no friends.... i feel i dont deserve to live in this world and i wanted to end my life. i took a rope and tried to hang mysel.... after getting strangled by it for 15 minutes, i still cant die.. at last, the rope broke and i fell down and broke my leg.... now my leg is paining also.... i am so sad..... someone please..... be..... my....... f.r.i.e.n.d.................. :(

9.00a.m.

dei~

grandma is out. so i tried to cook maggi mee myself. i dono how to cook but i cook. i put the mee inside then i put cold water. i see that is how people do in restaurant. but the mee didnt get soft. so finally i just ate the mee when it is hard.
can anyone please tell me how to make the mee soft? i feel so sad that i cant even do simple things in life.....

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

...seems to me u're just trying to get attention, no friends ?? it's probably the way u approach them,
fail to suicide ? shows u're not ready to give up, which is good...

Anonymous said...

oh my god. the retard his risen from the dead.

Anonymous said...

to the brother above me... i couldn't agree with u more...
what a d***head in trying to get attention